I’m so fucking angry right now that its keeping me awake. I don’t usually hold on to things and let them get to me but I’m about 200% fed up with this bullshit I’m dealing with.
I hate that everyone expects so fucking much from me. Like I know my responsibilities and I’m mature enough to know damn well when I’m doing something I shouldn’t be doing. Nobody listens to what the fuck I have to say & nobody gives a flying fuck about my feelings. Its bullshit.
Everyone has so many high expectations for me that whatever i do that’s good nobody even cares because its not a big deal. Oh you got a 100 on your test. Cool. Do better. You passed with all A’s and B’s. Good but make it AA’s next time. Like everyone else can just go get fucking arrested and have as many babies as they want and do drugs but I’m getting fucking bitched at constantly because I have a baby or because I’m sad because my boyfriend died and I had to go through all of that by myself at 16. I didn’t ask for any of that but I took responsibility and i did what I needed to do. What the fuck else can I possibly do to be the most perfect child in the whole world??
I’m sick of being everyone’s fucking punching bag. I AM NOT A FUCKING THERPIST I AM NOT A FUCKING TOY THAT YOU CAN TOSS AROUND. I’m fucking sick of all this bullshit because my family is a bunch of whiny fucking cunts! Grow the fuck up and learn to be a fucking adult! Because a 17 year old has done more in the past 5 months than you have in 2 years you fucking asshole motherfuckers!